Fading Memory

Opening:

Have you ever had your life flash before your eyes in a dream
Remembering all that was good, just to wake up and realize
The life you live now is just not you…
It’s hard to look in the mirror and face that fact each day

1st Verse:

I constantly sit back and wonder
What life could have been like
If I made a difference back yonder
In a cage like the insane, stress spikes

What is it that I’ve missed
Since the beginning when life was bliss
I can’t seem to grasp the future
Because I’m stuck in torture

Mental mind games serve illusion
With a double scoop of aggression
Classified train of emotion
Pokin at my heart in all this commotion

I don’t know how to control
Somethin to this degree of insanity
Can’t spark the change for the toll
To cross this bridge of calamity

Expectancy of return has gone astray
Stuck in an obstruction of dismay
My focus and determination have gone away
I’ve lost myself in this fading memory

Hook:

A gleam in my eyes
Flashback to my mind
What is it this time
That will awake my insides

To move forward in my timeline
And regain the strength of the divine

2nd Verse:

The pressures that I face
Leave me at a disgrace
While I try to race
Against this notion of ill pace

I know I can do more
But just seem to ignore
What it is I was meant for

Broke down and out of order
I can’t quite see what it is within me
That is continually struggling

I just know I want to forgo
This battle of innuendo
That has me stuck still
Paralyzed against my will

Where there is good there must be evil
Cause this climatic essence of battle
Is reelin at my conscious to break
But the light is tryin to keep me steady

All of the memories collapse in a fog
Not knowin much of what is right or wrong
I can’t experience my senses to get me through
That is why God I realize there’s nothin I can do
So it’s clear to me that I’ve been in need of you

Hook:

A gleam in my eyes
Flashback to my mind
What is it this time
That will awake my insides

To move forward in my timeline
And regain the strength of the divine

3rd Verse:

All I can do is think back to when I was happy
Where was it that I focused my mentality
In those times what was it that was common
It was that I was walkin my path of life with God
Not steppin aside givin attention to distraction
Unlike these days where I’ve strayed away at times
Gettin lost in the depths of an unwanted timeline

I need to revision the price of salvation
In this difficult world that we’re livin in
So I can emerge to a new breathe of life
That keeps me away from cascadin strife

Take back the grasp of his hand
So I can have my footprints in the sand
Goin towards a common destination
That will one day join us in Heaven

It’s time to once again take back my story
Turnin this mess into the fading memory

Hook:

A gleam in my eyes
Flashback to my mind
It is now the time
That I’ll awake my insides

To move forward in my timeline
And regain the strength of the divine

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