Star Spangled

(Listen to it here) “Star Spangled”

Once and for all I’d like to see the downfall
Of this hypnotic erotic societal crawl
One nation under God, in which we stand
But currently we’re stuck lying down on our faces flat

Everyone struggling to face the facts
Hard to make changes when no one reacts
The lack of motivation is rather staggering
Bust out the Richter cause these vibes are everlasting

None of these devious devices are getting past me
I’m educated to the style of their blasphemy
Creativity has become a blessing and a curse
The plethora of it is often taken for better or worse

It’s a wonder what will come of this web
As it blows in the wind seeking a destination
All the lies entangled amongst the star spangled
Tremors rising the tide from all different angles

A flood won’t happen again, but emotions beg to differ
As pain increases making us all a little stiffer
Afraid to move and afraid to act
Hard to laugh when we actually face the facts

Down, down we go as opportunities pass
Will we grab a hold of hope or sink below the grass
The stash of answers isn’t hidden away
Can we please come to that realization today

You can’t label illness upon every problem
Not everything can be classified as a condition
So while you’re sittin their wishin for tolerance
Remember that there’ll be a time of judgment

To Say Goodbye

(Listen to the full track here) “To Say Goodbye” (Feat. Chris Ray)

1st Verse:
Please, please don’t leave me
I need you and so does our baby
Atleast wake up so he can look into your eyes
I’ll admit I’m a little selfish I want to see your smile one last time

I can’t believe what I thought would be routine
Turns out to be taking the life of my wifey
Why is this happening I can’t bear this loss
What did I do to deserve this, is it my fault?

We need you in our lives to make us both better
How can this family function without us together
I want my son to grow along with his Mother
Don’t go just yet, please find a way to be ok

Can you hear him crying, I’m trying to keep calm
Not sure how I can cope seeing the life leave your palms
I know you’re off to a better place, this is just a surprise
You are my everything, you weren’t suppose to die

2nd Verse:
I’m sorry that I couln’t be at your bedside
I’m left here at my house thinkin of all the memories
As each one passes by a tear drops from my eyes
I knew this day was coming with your disease

I just had hoped it still wouldn’t become a reality
You were always so kind and taught me a lot
You’re in my heart always, you won’t be forgotten
I wish I had one more moment with you than I got

Your life was a beautiful thing, you created a legacy
It was hard for me to let you go especially
I see you every time our family gets together
And it is a pleasure to always think back and remember

As each of us continues our lives
You live on within each of us, we show it with pride
It isn’t something any one of us would hide
Hard to believe it’s been over two years now though since you’ve died

3rd Verse:
I just received a phone call could it really be
We are suppose to gather the rest of the family
To say goodbye to a loved one that provided many good stories
This can’t be, I know life ends but why the one who calls me daddy

I don’t know if I can handle this as a part of me goes
There was so much I was looking forward to the Lord knows
If I could I would take your place
I can’t stand to see anything other than a smile on your face

I’m sorry my little baby, I can’t imagine your pain
I’d take it all away if I could, this is driving me insane
I want you to know that I love you so much
I’ll never forget your soft little touch

I wish you would come back to me
Cause the rest of my life I’ll be suffering
I know where you’re headed though will make you happy
But just know I’m looking forward to that day I see you again in glory

War

(Listen to the full track here) “War” (The Game diss)

Verse 1:
You say not to question your religion
When that’s somethin man made like materialism
You claim He is a just a piece
Instead of giving Him the respect of the Prince of Peace

Wantin the blessin to see a billion
Further proves your after somethin materialistic
The claim to fame isn’t through stacks of money
A fake Christian you don’t have a real testimony

Titlin your music based upon spiritual aspects
Then mixin it down into somethin thuggish
You can’t praise His name throwin the F bomb during Hallelujah
Quoted as a proclaimed gangsta after any girl that’ll be with ya

I don’t have time to list all the jokes you’ve made
Painting the picture of just yet another satanic slave
Usin words that don’t nourish or nurture
Your soul inside burnin in torture

The Holy Ghost isn’t somethin to pretend
You know for a fact if you have it or not kid

Hook:
I know God is the judge, not me
But these cats are makin it hard not to do righteously
Takin the one and only name tryin to defame
I’m tired of this discriminate play of shame

I know God is the judge, not me
But these cats are makin it hard not to do righteously
I battle each and every day to do more
These types of acts leave me no choice but to go to war

Verse 2:
When saved you still get tempted and experience pain
But with your actions the cloak appears it’s still stained
If you’re callin to the right God your sins are washed away
Not for you to embed in them continuously day after day

But to show others how to overcome the same mistakes
What you do is tied to what you say
With that in tact it would appear you’re fake
You claim Jesus then hide Lucifer in your clay

Rhythm and blues, sad is what explains my mood
You apologize to your Mother then immediately act crude
Bringin in other artists talkin who think they know truths
When their disguise isn’t any better than the one you use

Get a clue with what you’re playin at dude
Murder on your mind as you involve guns in your tunes
Nothin impressive about treatin women bad
Especially havin a daughter yourself that’s just mad

Are you insane tryin to play this game
The time is comin close to the end of it’s frame

Hook:
I know God is the judge, not me
But these cats are makin it hard not to do righteously
Takin the one and only name tryin to defame
I’m tired of this discriminate play of shame

I know God is the judge, not me
But these cats are makin it hard not to do righteously
I battle each and every day to do more
These types of acts leave me no choice but to go to war

Verse 3:
I know I’m not perfect and don’t claim to be
That being said there’s a huge difference between you and me
I’m not afraid to die by the guns you use as chains
Cause I’m not bound to this Earth Heaven is my domain

I don’t clamor or have fear of what the status may be next year
I live in the moment for the real Christ, the one you should cheer
You talk about a simple glisten due to your little diamonds
I embrace the real light that spoke all of this into existence

It takes persistence as I know I don’t deserve it
But the gift of Salvation is the only key to winnin
Nothin here should satisfy you it doesn’t hold worth
Materials don’t last forever they will rot in the dirt

Your soul however can rise up above
If you take faith seriously and embrace His love
I’ll call you out on your morals, so don’t go hide
It isn’t my word you should take, but in His you should abide

Hook:
I know God is the judge, not me
But these cats are makin it hard not to do righteously
Takin the one and only name tryin to defame
I’m tired of this discriminate play of shame

I know God is the judge, not me
But these cats are makin it hard not to do righteously
I battle each and every day to do more
These types of acts leave me no choice but to go to war

Last Stand

(Listen to/Read the full track here) “Last Stand” (Feat. Chris Ray)

1st Verse:
You and I go together like bread and butter
In this entire universe there is no other
You’re the only one that I want as mine
It is you that I see each time I close my eyes

Always on my mind our memories shine
The light that tells me our love is divine
You’ve always embraced me tightly
And I want you to know you’re in my dreams nightly

I couldn’t have imagined a better life
Where each day I get the gift of you as my wife
I once thought it was impossible to feel this well
Until you arrived with a new story to tell

I’ve improved so much during our time
I’m committed to you baby for my entire life
We may have our differences here and there
But just know that you’re always my breath of fresh air

I honestly don’t know where I’d be if it wasn’t for you
When people say love is dying, they have no clue
You helped revive my passion inside
I’m glad to have your hand held in mine in this walk with each stride

2nd Verse:
All these relationships falling to the wayside
It’s nothing you have to worry about baby
My love for you is something that I’ll never hide
As you’re my only desire, my one and only lady

Despite having the fights I won’t ever give up
None of that stuff comes close enough to disrupt
The life we share, as in the end you’re my main care
Materials and decisions come and go, but I always want you there

Sharing life with you is my highest interest
I knew the first time I laid eyes on you that you were it
The one that would get me to be my best
Like a perfect puzzle all our pieces just seem to fit

This journey has been tight knit and it won’t change
No matter what it is that we face I’ll love you the same
I was raised to have integrity and live responsibly
And with our relationship your trust is also priority

So please know that however hard life gets
I’ll be there by your side to get through all of it
I wasn’t lying when I said my vows sweetheart
My appreciation for you will never ever depart

3rd Verse:
Some days I may forget to say I love you
It’s not that I take you for granted my love
I’m just left in amazement that I am your beau
And just know that it is implied each time we hug

I don’t ever want you to be afraid
Through sickness and health I’ll keep you safe
You’re the goal I never thought I’d achieve
I am blessed to have you, this I believe

As we continue to go forward facing new chapters
More and more of your heart is what I want to capture
I look forward to getting to know you as we grow older
Nothing can keep me from the quest of getting closer

No distraction can make me stray away from you this day
As our eyes meet each morning I know it’ll all be ok
You’re my sunshine in the dark times
And I can only hope that I fulfill what you want in life

As we look ahead to the future I’m excited
Because I know with you I’ll always be delighted
I meant what I said when I was down on my knee
It’s you I want as my partner from now through eternity

Awake To Reality

(Listen to/Read the Full track here) “Awake To Reality” (Feat. Crucial-Fix)

(Intro)
I can hear the world snorin’
The media like anesthesiologists
Makin’ us numb to our surroundings
Can we wake up in time to overcome it?

(Hook)
We all have fifty shades, but not just grey
We all make mistakes and face heartache
Yet still chase after all the fantasies
We need to take a step forward and awake to reality

We all have our secrets and many dislikes
We need to get back our manners, like ridin a bike
Quit chasin’ after all these fantasies
Bypass all the distractions and awake to reality

(2nd Verse)
Goin out everyday for a new high
I wave goodbye to my home and sigh
Out to find another drug to fill this addiction
To find another woman to get in bed with

You know I’m kiddin, but many think that’s life
Going about with reckless abandon, no true sight
They antagonize those livin’ with a mission
All for the purpose of feelin wasted

You get one chance, one life, one shot, one time
This isn’t suppose to be for fun, that’s not the sign
You’re here as a visitor, so this I implore
You kick down the door of mediocrity and begin to soar

Not into the charade of mistakes that you’ve made
But a true calling so one day you can celebrate
A life well lived with all those you now miss
First things first though you have to step out of the ignorance

Last Round

(Listen to/Read the Full track here) “Last Round” (Feat. Crucial-Fix)

Hook:
Facin a battle unlike any before
You’re inchin closer to death’s door
The fight looms within your own story
Will you resist or pursue glory

Facin a battle unlike any before
You’re inchin closer to death’s door
It’s the last round, times a tickin
Will you turn away or accept salvation

2nd Verse:
You see this life she’s living wasn’t what she always knew
Back in the past as a kid it was far different when she grew
Now caught up in a lifestyle that’s opposite of her mother’s wishes
It all began at the loss of that mother, who she thought was in remission

It was a slippery slope lookin for a love to fulfill the gap
The next thing you knew drugs and sex rolled in fast
Like the sound of a clap it happened far too quick for her to grasp
It was almost as if her life was suddenly kidnapped

Her phone constantly off the hook cause she wants to hide
The requests rollin in for her company and it isn’t to dine
Lost in this explicit sight of a life she struggles to have the might
In order to leave this cess pool in which she took a dive

A weird feelin in her belly now resides, she knows what it is
A life, an escape, a new reason to live and overcome this
She remembers the love of her parents and the faith they had
Hopefully this sudden change will inspire a desire to once again be glad

Radiate

[Listen to/Read the Full track here] “Radiate” (Feat. Crucial-Fix)

1st Verse:
Alert the presses I’m cloaked in crimson
Not my own blood, but the one that dawned salvation
I sifted through what this world thought I should do
Time and Time again its evident they have no clue

Biblical prowess I’m given a unique perspective
You grasp onto money, sex, and false worship
Ridden with diseases all because you want a release
Pleasure isn’t worthwhile, but temporary like living

A facet of the imagination so cyclical and subliminal
One has to wonder can there be somethin’ original
Or will the droves continue to conform to idiocy
You see we’re goin’ down in a spiral, it’s time for quarantine

People take freedom in the wrong context
I say this because some say speech relates to adult flicks
How can people be so blinded in their everyday
Then require sight in order to have an ounce of faith

3rd Verse:
It makes no sense the contradictions I witness
A land built in suspense, good will needs to be harnessed
You criticize me for spreading hope and cheer
As you sit there confused drownin’ yourself in fear

You associate hypocrite with the title Christian
It’s no wonder cause many simply aren’t livin it
Many say that they are saved, only to deny His name
This isn’t a game life is fragile and you’re one in the same

Tolerance isn’t a question or even a requirement
Everyone makes mistakes and needs some betterment
There is good and evil, right and wrong
Wake up to the reality please by the end of this song

Go ahead call me a sheep I don’t really mind one bit
I’m lead by the good shepherd who will never quit
I’ve been found and won’t be held within this ground
I hope you too will rise when judgment comes around

Exploit

(Listen Here) “Exploit”

See I’m confused at the clause of confusion
Lots of things these days are common sense
Though many would much rather hold onto their delusion
Ignoring truths that display facts from even their friends

I’ve been taken advantage of for my kindness
At certain times I was left blinded by this
Cause I thought that this person was different
But it became rather evident as time progressed

There are tons of people out there issuing extortion
For the gain of themselves and the plot of greed
Each time a seed is planted towards the recourse of distortion
The lies bloom that fry the mind like radioactive telepathy

And it’s killing me to witness such blatant missions
To overthrow any sort of positive direction
But the fact of the matter is we’re all human
As sad as that is, it’s still just an excuse avoiding the plan

We’re all unique and meant for more
Stop trying to predict what life has in store
Live purposefully for something greater than the temporary
Cause what you can sense here won’t go with you into eternity

Gleam

(Listen Here) “Gleam”

What’s goin’ on today, I hope you’re well
I’m livin’ life as usual with a story to tell
I’ve only had one girl fix me a homemade meal outside of my family
Her first name begins with an L and the last a V

She knows who she is as improvement is her destiny
Continuing to move forward helping those with disabilities
It’s no wonder she has a light that shines positivity
Each time I reflect back in my mind to our memories

And in this day it isn’t about publicity
Yet another young lady captures my interest
Cause she’s got the unique overall qualities
Not just beauty and personality, but what appears to be sound morality

Even though we’ve never met face to face, she’s a bit exciting
She goes by the name Melonie M-A-C
Kind of crazy as the avenue of gaming is a well known hobby
In which much time is spent and quality people have then met

Lookin back to the past I see opportunity
No longer anticipating a relationship I have serenity
My focus in other areas helps develop clarity
And all the disparities are getting remedied

Each tick of the clock I notice a new era
As my faith grows stronger and my mind grows clearer
It’s a good time to be alive despite those who antagonize
Because I’ve overcome lies and plan to always shine bright

Get Back Up

(Listen Here) “Get Back Up” [Feat. Anna]

1st Verse:
When life kicks you down, don’t frown
Turn it upside down and don’t drown
Shine that light that fuels a plight of insight
Remember that your value is worth the fight

Overcome these troubles with a soft touch
Right now it might not seem like much
But your effort is key to achieving your dream
So don’t build up any ravenous steam

Unleash toward the goal of success
It’s not suppose to be an easy test
Stress lives, but don’t let it rule
Worry causes suspense, so don’t play the fool

Dwellin on the nonsense isn’t your role
There’s too much that can’t be controlled
Just remember that tomorrow is a new day
And you can’t change what happened yesterday

But believe that everything happens for a reason
There’s always hope in the new season
Decide to improve instead of settlin for less
Because you gotta get back up out of this mess

2nd Verse:
Don’t let others dictate your fate
It’s your life and story to make great
Their negativity is just a distraction
Ignore it so that you can continue elevation

Words may hurt, but they aren’t permanent
Your will can erase those pains of the ignorant
As long as you’re breathin you’re not defeated
Keep moving forward until life is completed

Rise above the influence of deceit
You’re not made to be instilled in grief
Remainin stagnant is never an option
There’s too much at stake to have no motion

Follow what it is that provides hope
Because it will aid you before saying no
Shed away those who can’t support growth
Even if that means you have to stand alone

The flesh will always fail, but spirit always lives
Just because a person turns away, doesn’t mean you can’t lift
God will provide all you need in the end
If you accept Him and remain invested

3rd Verse:
You may not know it but you have influence
Those around you are closely taking notice
Your actions speak louder than words
So always let something positive be heard

Get back up each and every time
Don’t ever let there be a final line
You’re far too valuable to give up
Life isn’t easy, but you too are tough

Embrace the heartache that made you strong
The essence of victory is never wrong
Though the process can be ever so long
The journey will produce a more vibrant song

You’ve tasted it before overcoming troubles for success
Keep striving to continue that now in the present
Don’t let your fierce determination lie in the past
That feelin of happiness needs to last

Open your heart and mind up to motivation
That is where you once found resolution
The strength has always been there, you know this
Allow it to dwell again so that you can remain courageous

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