To Say Goodbye

(Listen to the full track here) “To Say Goodbye” (Feat. Chris Ray)

1st Verse:
Please, please don’t leave me
I need you and so does our baby
Atleast wake up so he can look into your eyes
I’ll admit I’m a little selfish I want to see your smile one last time

I can’t believe what I thought would be routine
Turns out to be taking the life of my wifey
Why is this happening I can’t bear this loss
What did I do to deserve this, is it my fault?

We need you in our lives to make us both better
How can this family function without us together
I want my son to grow along with his Mother
Don’t go just yet, please find a way to be ok

Can you hear him crying, I’m trying to keep calm
Not sure how I can cope seeing the life leave your palms
I know you’re off to a better place, this is just a surprise
You are my everything, you weren’t suppose to die

2nd Verse:
I’m sorry that I couln’t be at your bedside
I’m left here at my house thinkin of all the memories
As each one passes by a tear drops from my eyes
I knew this day was coming with your disease

I just had hoped it still wouldn’t become a reality
You were always so kind and taught me a lot
You’re in my heart always, you won’t be forgotten
I wish I had one more moment with you than I got

Your life was a beautiful thing, you created a legacy
It was hard for me to let you go especially
I see you every time our family gets together
And it is a pleasure to always think back and remember

As each of us continues our lives
You live on within each of us, we show it with pride
It isn’t something any one of us would hide
Hard to believe it’s been over two years now though since you’ve died

3rd Verse:
I just received a phone call could it really be
We are suppose to gather the rest of the family
To say goodbye to a loved one that provided many good stories
This can’t be, I know life ends but why the one who calls me daddy

I don’t know if I can handle this as a part of me goes
There was so much I was looking forward to the Lord knows
If I could I would take your place
I can’t stand to see anything other than a smile on your face

I’m sorry my little baby, I can’t imagine your pain
I’d take it all away if I could, this is driving me insane
I want you to know that I love you so much
I’ll never forget your soft little touch

I wish you would come back to me
Cause the rest of my life I’ll be suffering
I know where you’re headed though will make you happy
But just know I’m looking forward to that day I see you again in glory


Last Stand

(Listen to/Read the full track here) “Last Stand” (Feat. Chris Ray)

1st Verse:
You and I go together like bread and butter
In this entire universe there is no other
You’re the only one that I want as mine
It is you that I see each time I close my eyes

Always on my mind our memories shine
The light that tells me our love is divine
You’ve always embraced me tightly
And I want you to know you’re in my dreams nightly

I couldn’t have imagined a better life
Where each day I get the gift of you as my wife
I once thought it was impossible to feel this well
Until you arrived with a new story to tell

I’ve improved so much during our time
I’m committed to you baby for my entire life
We may have our differences here and there
But just know that you’re always my breath of fresh air

I honestly don’t know where I’d be if it wasn’t for you
When people say love is dying, they have no clue
You helped revive my passion inside
I’m glad to have your hand held in mine in this walk with each stride

2nd Verse:
All these relationships falling to the wayside
It’s nothing you have to worry about baby
My love for you is something that I’ll never hide
As you’re my only desire, my one and only lady

Despite having the fights I won’t ever give up
None of that stuff comes close enough to disrupt
The life we share, as in the end you’re my main care
Materials and decisions come and go, but I always want you there

Sharing life with you is my highest interest
I knew the first time I laid eyes on you that you were it
The one that would get me to be my best
Like a perfect puzzle all our pieces just seem to fit

This journey has been tight knit and it won’t change
No matter what it is that we face I’ll love you the same
I was raised to have integrity and live responsibly
And with our relationship your trust is also priority

So please know that however hard life gets
I’ll be there by your side to get through all of it
I wasn’t lying when I said my vows sweetheart
My appreciation for you will never ever depart

3rd Verse:
Some days I may forget to say I love you
It’s not that I take you for granted my love
I’m just left in amazement that I am your beau
And just know that it is implied each time we hug

I don’t ever want you to be afraid
Through sickness and health I’ll keep you safe
You’re the goal I never thought I’d achieve
I am blessed to have you, this I believe

As we continue to go forward facing new chapters
More and more of your heart is what I want to capture
I look forward to getting to know you as we grow older
Nothing can keep me from the quest of getting closer

No distraction can make me stray away from you this day
As our eyes meet each morning I know it’ll all be ok
You’re my sunshine in the dark times
And I can only hope that I fulfill what you want in life

As we look ahead to the future I’m excited
Because I know with you I’ll always be delighted
I meant what I said when I was down on my knee
It’s you I want as my partner from now through eternity

Awake To Reality

(Listen to/Read the Full track here) “Awake To Reality” (Feat. Crucial-Fix)

I can hear the world snorin’
The media like anesthesiologists
Makin’ us numb to our surroundings
Can we wake up in time to overcome it?

We all have fifty shades, but not just grey
We all make mistakes and face heartache
Yet still chase after all the fantasies
We need to take a step forward and awake to reality

We all have our secrets and many dislikes
We need to get back our manners, like ridin a bike
Quit chasin’ after all these fantasies
Bypass all the distractions and awake to reality

(2nd Verse)
Goin out everyday for a new high
I wave goodbye to my home and sigh
Out to find another drug to fill this addiction
To find another woman to get in bed with

You know I’m kiddin, but many think that’s life
Going about with reckless abandon, no true sight
They antagonize those livin’ with a mission
All for the purpose of feelin wasted

You get one chance, one life, one shot, one time
This isn’t suppose to be for fun, that’s not the sign
You’re here as a visitor, so this I implore
You kick down the door of mediocrity and begin to soar

Not into the charade of mistakes that you’ve made
But a true calling so one day you can celebrate
A life well lived with all those you now miss
First things first though you have to step out of the ignorance

Last Round

(Listen to/Read the Full track here) “Last Round” (Feat. Crucial-Fix)

Facin a battle unlike any before
You’re inchin closer to death’s door
The fight looms within your own story
Will you resist or pursue glory

Facin a battle unlike any before
You’re inchin closer to death’s door
It’s the last round, times a tickin
Will you turn away or accept salvation

2nd Verse:
You see this life she’s living wasn’t what she always knew
Back in the past as a kid it was far different when she grew
Now caught up in a lifestyle that’s opposite of her mother’s wishes
It all began at the loss of that mother, who she thought was in remission

It was a slippery slope lookin for a love to fulfill the gap
The next thing you knew drugs and sex rolled in fast
Like the sound of a clap it happened far too quick for her to grasp
It was almost as if her life was suddenly kidnapped

Her phone constantly off the hook cause she wants to hide
The requests rollin in for her company and it isn’t to dine
Lost in this explicit sight of a life she struggles to have the might
In order to leave this cess pool in which she took a dive

A weird feelin in her belly now resides, she knows what it is
A life, an escape, a new reason to live and overcome this
She remembers the love of her parents and the faith they had
Hopefully this sudden change will inspire a desire to once again be glad


[Listen to/Read the Full track here] “Radiate” (Feat. Crucial-Fix)

1st Verse:
Alert the presses I’m cloaked in crimson
Not my own blood, but the one that dawned salvation
I sifted through what this world thought I should do
Time and Time again its evident they have no clue

Biblical prowess I’m given a unique perspective
You grasp onto money, sex, and false worship
Ridden with diseases all because you want a release
Pleasure isn’t worthwhile, but temporary like living

A facet of the imagination so cyclical and subliminal
One has to wonder can there be somethin’ original
Or will the droves continue to conform to idiocy
You see we’re goin’ down in a spiral, it’s time for quarantine

People take freedom in the wrong context
I say this because some say speech relates to adult flicks
How can people be so blinded in their everyday
Then require sight in order to have an ounce of faith

3rd Verse:
It makes no sense the contradictions I witness
A land built in suspense, good will needs to be harnessed
You criticize me for spreading hope and cheer
As you sit there confused drownin’ yourself in fear

You associate hypocrite with the title Christian
It’s no wonder cause many simply aren’t livin it
Many say that they are saved, only to deny His name
This isn’t a game life is fragile and you’re one in the same

Tolerance isn’t a question or even a requirement
Everyone makes mistakes and needs some betterment
There is good and evil, right and wrong
Wake up to the reality please by the end of this song

Go ahead call me a sheep I don’t really mind one bit
I’m lead by the good shepherd who will never quit
I’ve been found and won’t be held within this ground
I hope you too will rise when judgment comes around


(Listen Here) “Exploit”

See I’m confused at the clause of confusion
Lots of things these days are common sense
Though many would much rather hold onto their delusion
Ignoring truths that display facts from even their friends

I’ve been taken advantage of for my kindness
At certain times I was left blinded by this
Cause I thought that this person was different
But it became rather evident as time progressed

There are tons of people out there issuing extortion
For the gain of themselves and the plot of greed
Each time a seed is planted towards the recourse of distortion
The lies bloom that fry the mind like radioactive telepathy

And it’s killing me to witness such blatant missions
To overthrow any sort of positive direction
But the fact of the matter is we’re all human
As sad as that is, it’s still just an excuse avoiding the plan

We’re all unique and meant for more
Stop trying to predict what life has in store
Live purposefully for something greater than the temporary
Cause what you can sense here won’t go with you into eternity


(Listen Here) “Gleam”

What’s goin’ on today, I hope you’re well
I’m livin’ life as usual with a story to tell
I’ve only had one girl fix me a homemade meal outside of my family
Her first name begins with an L and the last a V

She knows who she is as improvement is her destiny
Continuing to move forward helping those with disabilities
It’s no wonder she has a light that shines positivity
Each time I reflect back in my mind to our memories

And in this day it isn’t about publicity
Yet another young lady captures my interest
Cause she’s got the unique overall qualities
Not just beauty and personality, but what appears to be sound morality

Even though we’ve never met face to face, she’s a bit exciting
She goes by the name Melonie M-A-C
Kind of crazy as the avenue of gaming is a well known hobby
In which much time is spent and quality people have then met

Lookin back to the past I see opportunity
No longer anticipating a relationship I have serenity
My focus in other areas helps develop clarity
And all the disparities are getting remedied

Each tick of the clock I notice a new era
As my faith grows stronger and my mind grows clearer
It’s a good time to be alive despite those who antagonize
Because I’ve overcome lies and plan to always shine bright

Get Back Up

(Listen Here) “Get Back Up” [Feat. Anna]

1st Verse:
When life kicks you down, don’t frown
Turn it upside down and don’t drown
Shine that light that fuels a plight of insight
Remember that your value is worth the fight

Overcome these troubles with a soft touch
Right now it might not seem like much
But your effort is key to achieving your dream
So don’t build up any ravenous steam

Unleash toward the goal of success
It’s not suppose to be an easy test
Stress lives, but don’t let it rule
Worry causes suspense, so don’t play the fool

Dwellin on the nonsense isn’t your role
There’s too much that can’t be controlled
Just remember that tomorrow is a new day
And you can’t change what happened yesterday

But believe that everything happens for a reason
There’s always hope in the new season
Decide to improve instead of settlin for less
Because you gotta get back up out of this mess

2nd Verse:
Don’t let others dictate your fate
It’s your life and story to make great
Their negativity is just a distraction
Ignore it so that you can continue elevation

Words may hurt, but they aren’t permanent
Your will can erase those pains of the ignorant
As long as you’re breathin you’re not defeated
Keep moving forward until life is completed

Rise above the influence of deceit
You’re not made to be instilled in grief
Remainin stagnant is never an option
There’s too much at stake to have no motion

Follow what it is that provides hope
Because it will aid you before saying no
Shed away those who can’t support growth
Even if that means you have to stand alone

The flesh will always fail, but spirit always lives
Just because a person turns away, doesn’t mean you can’t lift
God will provide all you need in the end
If you accept Him and remain invested

3rd Verse:
You may not know it but you have influence
Those around you are closely taking notice
Your actions speak louder than words
So always let something positive be heard

Get back up each and every time
Don’t ever let there be a final line
You’re far too valuable to give up
Life isn’t easy, but you too are tough

Embrace the heartache that made you strong
The essence of victory is never wrong
Though the process can be ever so long
The journey will produce a more vibrant song

You’ve tasted it before overcoming troubles for success
Keep striving to continue that now in the present
Don’t let your fierce determination lie in the past
That feelin of happiness needs to last

Open your heart and mind up to motivation
That is where you once found resolution
The strength has always been there, you know this
Allow it to dwell again so that you can remain courageous


(Listen Here) “Shaded”

Can you imagine if proselytizing was as popular as prostitution?
We may then again live up to our billing as a United nation
You see cause we’ve been separated after years of ending segregation
And I can’t see the unity that we claim with our freedom

Everywhere you look it has become taboo to talk Christian
The title no longer holds much weight because of scrutiny
Almost anyone can label themselves with that identification
However they don’t truly embrace the aspects of the teaching

So in come the fallacies and discrepancies that we see on this day
Hypocrisy and sexuality are killin the spread of spirituality
Relationships on a constant downfall, no longer rooted in the overall
Just a focus on perfection and pleasure, which is just not ok

Overlookin the many variables that a life brings
It doesn’t take much for someone to ignore these things
Distracted in pursuit of something temporary
They fall in line and get caught in the web of pornography

Hence the reasoning for all these websites introducing mental slavery
An addiction more prominent than any drug
Since sex is pretty much more common than a typical hug
The rug needs to be pulled out and analyzed quickly

Prostitution has the label of illegal
But its more openly widespread than someone sharing the Bible
This land, this entire world needs a revival
You can’t give up the chance for improvement cause its always possible

No matter what hand you think you’re dealt
There are bigger problems out there causing humanity to melt
The perception of life is being devalued on the regular
When each one is a miracle and a gift from afar

Everyone seems to be starving for intimacy
Yet the majority lacks the tools to experience it truly
Exercising an activity that is doing more harm than good
It’s quite sad that the promise given is so misunderstood

If only they would open their eyes to the lies
And clearly see that they’re submersing into immorality
Their fiending for demeaning behavior could die
As the answer for love could then arise purely within their minds


(Listen here) “Revolution”

We need a Revolution…

I said it once, I’ll say it again
One day, someday, yesterday, today, everyday
Can we possibly change, I’ve seen no gain
Just loss and at what cost, a soul’s decay

Filtration no longer a constant
Anything goes in the new environment
Censorship a fragment of what it use to be
Freedom a shell of its former integrity

Can’t harm the mind in the mystery
Clock tickin to the grave as the cogs are spinnin
Deliverin a false sense of security
A nation once great under God, now Satan’s grinnin

Despite beliefs being different in the melting pot
We identify race wrong, cause we’re all human
Gone is the day of slaves in the media
When the record states it’s more prominent than ever

We need a Revolution…

I grab a hold of this microphone no longer safe
Since the aspects of this world are growing great
I’m different, too unique now to stand out
Considered an outcast when my views were what this nation use to be about

Everybody thinks they are the new gate
When they don’t even know what’s good for them
Standing in the shadows letting one group dictate
All policies and lifestyles shows a lack of faith

No confidence in themselves, afraid to come forward
Unhappy with the direction, but alienate their intuitions
No longer solidified in a truth, but moreso a worry
Stress flexin its muscles in a flurry, creatin more cowardice

You have those who want to flaunt their indiscretions
But at the mention of morality comes much contemplation
No longer free in society to try and remedy a situation
Cause it’s locked down and regulated by debt inflation

We need a Revolution…

As we sit back and look at our lives
We’re blaming the wrong people
It starts within ourselves being able to survive
Reliance is a good trait if you trust the right entity

Answers don’t lie within scientology or mythology
And your identity doesn’t rest in your sexuality
Yet many want to invest in a mess of ambiguity
Denying themselves the right of spirituality

So enclosed in their own space and mind state
They lose the possibility of deliberation
Cause their caught in this new sense of nation
That would rather not spread love, but instead hate

Many others can see the flaws without the everyday experience
Yet here we are lettin it cloud our everyday occurrences
As we breathe our next breath, we must think carefully
Is this what we want around us or should we enact positivity

We need a revolution…

Now I don’t have all the answers, but I have some
And those that I have will lead you to the Son
Where you’ll acquire proper change and the ability of reflection
That is unlike any other because it comes from the Father of creation

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