Ventilation

I’ll never have the opportunity to hold my own child
Since this world is messed up with no virgins for miles and miles
It’s not just them it’s me, I’m just so fed up mentally

No judging, your business is your choice
When it comes to personal matchmaking though I have a voice
Been a straight edge since day one
And I’ve still been able to enjoy mass amounts of fun

Some require a little extra boost
For them though it’s what makes them lose
Not going to settle, it isn’t my style
I gave up the idea of marriage going back now awhile

Still to this day I get the questions
Just bounce, I’m fed up with those conversations
You introduce me to a Christian virgin above 23
I’ll call you both liars since the age for sex is lowered for the ladies

With each breath I maintain a rage
Like the Hulk constantly angry to keep it caged
I’m a nice guy, raised a gentleman
Never would I say something explicitly negative

However, I’m not afraid to state the facts
People want to poke me to see how I react
A little of this and a little of that
No woman for me, I’m solo… it’s been a nice chat

I despise the lies and expectations
They want to bring up the discussion
Just to be confused with how the world really works
I don’t need to explain myself further I’m not interested in the perks

I’ve seen confidence, beauty, and plenty of worth
But the core 5 things just can’t be found on this Earth
Perhaps I was brought this far for a reason
The reason I’ve stated already to remain single no matter the season

Nobody seems to hear it though as if they’re not ready
Just because I’m aging doesn’t mean I can’t enjoy a life that’s steady
If it was God’s will for me to be a husband
I believe some choices of mine already ruined that plan
Regardless, He’d see it through if it was supposed to happen

Far in the past now where those memories belong
No need to try to replay it in my head like a catchy song
It’s hard at times to look forward not knowing your legacy
Living a life with purpose isn’t always easy

Many want to cop out and blame others or God above
I don’t need that outlet I’m more than man enough
To own up to my decisions and hold true to His wishes
Responsibility takes many shapes, but so do different ambitions

Refraining from the temptations was quite a daunting task
Which is why I have my certain standards that will always last
Enjoy your relationships and treat them with great seriousness
Since they aren’t guaranteed and many these days don’t result in success

Too many focused on themselves and being flirty
Leaving all sorts of openings for affairs and adultery
Each and every time it is sad to see, so how can I trust
It’s just better to do what I’ve done and avoid this relationship stuff

In this day and age love needs to pull out ahead
With that being said, I’m referring to the true definition
Temporary pleasures aren’t what make things great
It’s the depths of emotional connection over time between two mind states

If you’ve found that lifeline, I applaud your discovery
Some search a lifetime without any, forcing themselves into recovery
I’m well aware every person has their own journey
Just wish more would acknowledge that fact as I enjoy my own without worry

Frozen Feeling

The bitter winter encases us in cold
“Move somewhere warm” is what I’ve been told
If it were that easy, it would be done
I’d love to experience the constant warmth of the sun

Regardless, the weather will be what it is
Stagnating outdoor activity with horrid driving conditions
It’s easier to warm up than to stay cool
In my opinion though these winters are far too cruel

Snowfall isn’t all that bad
But at this point the constant sight makes me mad
I’m use to seeing all four seasons
But still wouldn’t mind a different experience for many reasons

As I sit here in a bit of complaint
There are far worse circumstances to exclaim
So many things that need our awareness
In an effort to fight back against real unfairness

Look at the greater issues, not just your own
Many problems out there that need to be atoned
Don’t walk around like a mindless drone
Think for yourself, so you can formulate a comfort zone

Now step away from your phones
Go against the things you don’t condone
Rise up against the evils that grow
No matter what the weather decides to throw

Time Warp

They awake to find a change
Was it something of fate or destiny
Left waiting, their goal is in range
Never give up building a legacy

You dream, wish, and hope
That you reach your goals
Instead of slipping down a treacherous slope
But without hard work, that vision may fold

Motivation and dedication need to arise in this nation
Away from the greed and explicitly placed aggravation
When did this culture formulate such sadistic views
Operated by the public or just following what the media wants you to do

Social networking can be just fine
But many have lost themselves, making it their shrine
In due time many will soon whine
Wondering where the time went as it quickly passes them by

Look at your loved ones in this moment
Make your memories something that was chosen
Appreciate that which you take for granted
Because it can be taken away at any given second

Contributions

It’s a necessary situation
To ponder your contributions
Soliciting selfishness or selfless inclusion
There are varying degrees of personal infusions

What makes you unique
When did you reach your peak
Are you rough edged or smooth and sleek

Each experiment has a hypothesis
Are your priorities in order or do you lack confidence
Too many these days caught up in belligerence
So their special qualities aren’t truly be experienced

Time and time again you hear about interventions
Trying to persuade someone to leave an addiction
All that time wasted within the distractions
Leaves one wondering what could’ve happened

The time it takes to break
Is minuscule, given all the hate
Many try to escape
But running away doesn’t provide positive change

So what grinds your gears
Taking action could help prevent fear
If not this year, then when
Because your effort should always reflect one-hundred percent

Ladies

If you knew what I knew, then you’d know you’re beautiful
Hair up, hair down… hair all sorts of colors and styles
Doesn’t matter if your skin is yellow, red, brown, black, or white
Each and every one of you are special in His sight

Forget the imagery that comes with the media
Don’t buy into their absurd propaganda
The best form of beauty is the natural
Makeup and accessories are cool, but isn’t what makes you beautiful

There’s no such thing as too short or too tall
There’s no such thing as too big or too small
Even if you’re sick or struggling you can feel His grace
Never hesitate to let a smile develop upon your face

When you look in the mirror see the success
You made it this far, continue to progress
What is on the inside truly does count
Attitude and emotions can affect a large amount

Don’t let others negativity reflect in your own perspective
If it isn’t kindness and support that they give
The relationship with them may not even be worth it
Avoid abuse of any kind, never give in… you’re not meant to be a victim

Give love, accept love
Because… you are a part of love

Footprint

They say new years bring new beginnings
Yet I come out with my world still spinnin’
What would’ve happened if that one decision was different

Only time will tell if I can escape this shell
Feels like house arrest and no motivation to propel
Clouded judgment, holding myself back all too well

They say you get out what you put in
However, all the good I’ve done seems to have hit me negative
What difference does it make now if I’m legit or explicit

I’m not insane, I’ll never change
But the thoughts of mediocrity have crossed the stage
Preparation for a new day yet again as I turn the page

Greatness awaits those who play the game
Regardless of the plethora of options to feel ashamed
I want no part of this world and its charades, which is why I follow only one name

Strange Game

It’s a strange time
With each and every rhyme
I wake up the same
How is life a game

I take a look around
Guess what it is I found
It appears ever clear
And no, it isn’t fear

What shows most isn’t fame
Nor is it their given name
But the fact they carry around a lot of shame
I’m not the one to blame

The facts remain
There’s much to gain
But loss comes at a great cost
People wanting heat are caught in a frost
Wanting to be saved from their burdens, but their lost

We don’t choose birth
But with it we’re given worth
Some have said they want death instead
When success awaits, if they could control their head

Surprise, it comes and goes
The life we live, no other human truly knows
We’re all over the place in what we choose
Just always respect others and then you’ll never lose

Breathe in and breathe out
Blink your eyelids with or without doubt
You can continue to scream and shout
Or get focused to pursue the appropriate route

Disguises

As I drive
I look through the windshield at the passers-by
Quick glances in the eyes
A story in each withheld underneath these skies

As time flies
Louder and louder grow the cries
In silence with violence or even in public, mystified

No pain equals gain
Doesn’t matter the scenario let’s not be insane

Tell me things will improve, tell me what it is I can do

Because God you are good and God you are great
Continue to give me the strength to avoid the bait

As I age I face new situations
But sometimes it’s a difficult temptation
All too often these evils are embedded with dedication

It’s battle after battle these days
Far too many relying on the parlay
Acting as if their lives are one big parade
We all need to wake up and end these charades

Successes

She said she had it all
She always ran before she crawled
She knew how to stand tall
She broke down all the walls
She went for it, never stalled

People called her a doll
People looked at her enthralled
People said she was the belle of the ball
People saw her pictures all over the malls
People didn’t know though that she felt so small

They say it’s darkest before the dawn
Or you feel the highest just before the fall
Enjoy your life the right way before it’s gone
You never know when something unexpected will end the haul

H.A.C.

Honor and integrity are paramount
Every time we struggle there are doubts
Lifting our heads up to realize the need for change
Produces a gateway to elevate progress instead of remaining the same

All too often we ignore what’s right

Caught in a constant battle, even if it isn’t our personal fight
Anyone breathing can make a difference
Ultimately it is on them to make that decision
Suspense isn’t what kills
Extraordinary acts of love though are what can indeed fulfill

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